My whole body feels tired tonight, more so than usual. Actually my body hurts, like my muscles hurt, and I am not going to lie a multitude of things run through my head about what could be wrong. Of course deep down I know that it is probably the lack of working out that is finally getting me. Oh how I miss working out. :( BUT....
Tomorrow is my post-op follow up as well as my chemo consultation. Tomorrow I find out what drugs, and when I will start. In my mind I want to start NO later than the 13th. I have a trip to Florida that I plan on leaving for on the 16th. It is a very important trip. A trip that has been planned since, January/February. And I refuse to have to miss it. Sooo I would actually prefer to have chemo on Friday, Thursday if possible, but I still have to get my port put in so I don't see Thursday being possible. UGH! Just so damn ready to get this part going. Trying to keep my nerves in check. It is getting so HARD!
I have been fortunate so far in the help that I have gotten from my Mother, the blanket from my sister but made by one of her friends, the cake made by my daughter's basketball coach, the special drinks bought for me by my brother, and the scarf made by my daughter's teacher. I also can't forget the friends. Does anyone realize how awesome it was to see them sporting teal today for me? I cried. I am so lucky to have such caring people in my life.
Now it sounds as if I am going to have to go remind my lovely daughter that she is not the only person in the house. :)
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