I have body envy. I find myself looking at other women and thinking, "I want a boody like hers" or "I want boobs like her, and a butt like her". In my head I see myself having a body like these women. One day I will be one of them, won't I? I mean I am putting in the work and I am watching the food so one day I will have the body that other women who are busting their butts will want, won't I? I don't necessarily want to cause someone to have body envy but I would like to be an inspiration for other people. I want people to see me and what I have been able to accomplish and know that if I can make such a huge change they can as well.
Final exams are making it a little more difficult this weekend. Luckily my last one is on Tuesday and then I am free until January when classes start again. Oh the joys of being old and going back to school. On my break I need to start training for my first 5k. March 23rd is rapidly approaching and that is my present to myself...Run that 5k. Now that I will have a little more time for however short a period it will be, I need to take advantage of it.
Speaking of taking advantage of time, I must take advantage of the quiet and get to sleep. Tomorrow is trainer day and the day before my final. Whoopie!
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