From the get-go this morning it wasn't good. I started by yelling at the cable company, no cussing at the cable company I never yelled and then came the tears, then the becoming so angry at a waiter that I had to leave the table in order to avoid going all exorcist on him., more tears, and more tears and more tears.
I cried this morning because I didn't know why I was crying. I cried because I have cancer. I cried because, well damn it I don't know why.
In addition to the mood swings came the hot flashes. WTH? Going from wearing a jacket because it was chilly outside to wanting to peel off every layer of clothing I could and take an ice bath. This is AWFUL!
Tonight brought the fever back again. I managed to avoid running one yesterday but it came back tonight knocking me on my butt. Placed a call to the Dr who stated that because I am not having any other symptoms, other than fever it could be anything. Anything from inflammation to infection for which I am already on an antibiotic.
Just ready, so ready to be healed from the surgery so I can move on to the next battle. For now I just hope tomorrow will be a better day.
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