Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Will I ever feel "normal" again?

I missed posting yesterday because I was totally and completely, utterly exhausted. I had a lot to do at work which was great, but I only managed to last until about 3:15. I walked in the door, came in and laid down and my daughter was in a talkative mood so no much needed nap. That didn't come until about 5:00 when in the middle of homework I fell asleep.

Today was pretty much the same except I stayed until about 3:45 and haven't fallen asleep yet although I have been well on my way many, many times since I walked in the door. I wonder if it will get better before it gets worse OR if I will even come close to feeling better before chemo starts which brings my next subject....

When will I start chemo? Seems to be the question of the year. Is it possible that I can get it in on the 9th, the 10th? I go to Florida on the 16th so it needs to be done by the 13th at the latest right? DAMN CANCER! YOU SUCK!

BUT my tape is off! Started to say my stitches were out, but I really think they just super glued me back together. I kind of feel like Humpty Dumpty. I was scared they were going to bleed or something but so far so good. Still tender. Makes me want to wear a dress to work tomorrow, but I don't want to wear heels tomorrow so what to do?

Also did email NOCC about the possibility of starting one of their chapters in this side of the world, and I got a response back but I haven't really read it yet. Guess I should get to it but I feel sleep taking hold. PLEASE let that mean I am in for a good, restful sleep tonight.

Til later.

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